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Now, I heard there was a secret chord…

by
Liel Leibovitz
May 08, 2009

This week’s parasha tells us about the Kohanim, or priests, the chosen few who kept the temple sacred and the spirit of the nation pure. We don’t have too many of them hanging around anymore, but we’re very fortunate to have one, who is currently back among us, touring our towns and telling the truth. Here he is, in his own words:

They sentenced me to twenty years of boredom, for trying to change the system from within.

It’s hard to hold the hand of anyone who is reaching for the sky just to surrender.

I forget to pray for the angels, and then the angels forget to pray for us.

I see the Ghost of Culture, with numbers on his wrist, salute some new conclusion which all of us have missed. I saw a beggar leaning on his wooden crutch. He said to me, “You must not ask for so much.”
And a pretty woman leaning in her darkened door, she cried to me, “Hey, why not ask for more?”

And if you call me brother now, forgive me if I inquire, “Just according to whose plan?” When it all comes down to dust, I will kill you if I must, I will help you if I can. If it be your will, if there is a choice, let the rivers fill, let the hills rejoice. Let your mercy spill on all these burning hearts in hell, if it be your will to make us well.

I know the burden’s heavy, as you bear it through the night. Some people say it’s empty, but that doesn’t mean it’s light. You told me again you preferred handsome men, but for me you would make an exception. And clenching your fist for the ones like us, who are oppressed by the figures of beauty, you fixed yourself, you said, “Well never mind, we are ugly but we have the music.”

And I’ll dance with you in Vienna, I’ll be wearing a river’s disguise. The hyacinth wild on my shoulder, my mouth on the dew of your thighs. And I’ll bury my soul in a scrapbook, with the photographs there, and the moss, and I’ll yield to the flood of your beauty, my cheap violin and my cross. And you’ll carry me down on your dancing,
to the pools that you lift on your wrist. Oh my love, oh my love, take this waltz, take this waltz. It’s yours now. It’s all that there is.

Now, I’ve heard there was a secret chord, that David played, and it pleased the Lord, but you don’t really care for music, do you? So ring the bells that still can ring, forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in. Everybody knows.

Everybody knows that the boat is leaking. Everybody knows that the captain lied. Everybody got this broken feeling, like their father or their dog just died. And everybody knows that it’s now or never, everybody knows that it’s me or you, and everybody knows that you live forever, ah, when you’ve done a line or two. Everybody knows the deal is rotten, Old Black Joe’s still pickin’ cotton for your ribbons and bows, and everybody knows.

Now you can say that I’ve grown bitter, but of this you may be sure: The rich have got their channels in the bedrooms of the poor, and there’s a mighty judgment coming, but I may be wrong. Well, my friends are gone, and my hair is grey, I ache in the places where I used to play, and I’m crazy for love—but I’m not coming on.

You don’t know me from the wind. You never will, you never did: I’m the little Jew who wrote the Bible.

I’ve seen the nations rise and fall, I’ve heard their stories, heard them all, but love’s the only engine of survival. Your servant here, he has been told to say it clear, to say it cold: It’s over, it ain’t going any further. And now the wheels of heaven stop. You feel the devil’s riding crop.

Get ready for the future: it is murder.

For more of the priestly wisdom of the great Cohen, visit leonardcohen.com.

Liel Leibovitz is a senior writer for Tablet Magazine and a host of the Unorthodox podcast.

Liel Leibovitz is editor-at-large for Tablet Magazine and a host of its weekly culture podcast Unorthodox and daily Talmud podcast Take One. He is the editor of Zionism: The Tablet Guide.