Explosive Confession: A Yom Kippur Special

Repentance, prayer, and charity, we are told, are our saving graces when Yom Kippur comes around. And, of course, confession is a big part of that trifecta. But do we still get the coveted brownie points if that confession took 30 years?

By Israel Story|October 8, 2019 12:00 AM


In 1989, Robby Berman—a recent Yeshiva University grad and enthusiastic Zionist—made aliyah and was drafted into the IDF. Yet nothing in his basic training prepared him for the blood-chilling discovery he made in his friend Tom Cole’s Old City dorm room. There, dangling from the ceiling, Berman saw what looked like a round Hershey bar. But it wasn’t. Instead, he immediately realized, it was a WWII hand grenade. Old and rusty, perhaps, but still fully operational. And how does one get rid of a hand grenade? Thirty years after the dramatic events of that evening, and just in time for Kol Nidre, Berman finally comes clean.

In one version of his life he spends years in jail, as a homegrown terrorist. In the other, he walks away scot-free. What set his life on one path and not the other? In his first-person narrative, Berman answers that question and revisits his encounter with a real-world Detective Columbo.

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Joel Shupack edited and produced this piece, with help from Yochai Maital, James Feder, and Zev Levi. He also arranged the scoring with music from Blue Dot Sessions [3]. The special was mixed by Sela Waisblum. The end song is Shoshana Damari [4]’s version of “Etz HaRimon [5]” (The Pomegranate Tree). It was written by Yaakov Orland [6] and put to a traditional Buchari tune.

This special was edited and produced by Joel Shupack, Yoshi Fields, James Feder, and Zev Levi, and mixed by Sela Waisblum.

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